........ i've decided to upload THIS.
haf a gd laff over it. haha.
posted by AyuLeeNz @ 1:11 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
Update
Hello all! It has been a long time since I have blogged. Two very simple reasons: keeping readership small (only my fans will come here now and then to check my blog out) and well, i am simply too busy (due to work) and lazy (due to fatigue).
Right then, I am only blogging to tell you how boring my life is right now what with work, npco, khco and now, even studies! Yes, I am studying for my General Certificate of Education 'Ordinary' Levels. I have a wonderful sensei teaching me Additional Mathematics, Pure Chemistry and Pure Physics. She is not charging but I kinda feel bad so I will try and save up money and give her whatever I have. -breaks piggy bank and finds a few coins-
People have all sorts of impression of me and well, some affect me while others, I just do not give a hoot about. Frankly, I am a person who is more about life than money though I must say that in this present time and place, currency talks more than the meaning of life. Then again, my life is not spend-time-with-nature kind of life, my life is more like money-needed-to-facilitate kinda life.
I sometimes wonder if I would be able to lead a secluded life. Meaning, I have the basic necessities from Mother Nature (food, cloth, water, air, shelter) and leave this modern lifestyle. The answer is yes but I will be very sad to leave because while the world advances and I cannot partake in this amazing evolution. If you have nothing, you can lose only nothing. However, I do have something already, so it would be harder to leave it all behind. Moreover, where the heck would I go in Singapore to lead such a life? Bukit Timah Nature Reserve? Hardly.
So seeing that this is a highly implausible option, I have another and that is to purchase a double-decked bus then turn it into a dream mobile house. Now again, it seems implausible but hey, this is one dream I am not letting go because it has been with me since I knew what a mobile home is. Though when I was five or so, my mobile home was a shipment container floating in space, fully equipped with a fridge and bathroom. Please contact me face-to-face for an animated description of my dream home.
I am sorry that this is such an incoherent entry. When I have inspiration, I am usually on the go so by the time I get in front of my computer, it is either gone or forgotten. I have a few issues that I would like to talk about. Like life, physics, philosophy and well, things that interest me or are worth mentioning. For now, I just want to let my fans know I am still alive and stuff.
Well, I guess that's all for now. Arigatou gozaimasu. Irashaimase.
Ciao, pimples!
P.S.: do itashi mashite (actually I am not sure if that is accurate, maybe Kaixuan or Xiuting can help correct it.) :D
posted by Yang @ 1:22 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
“As a Man thinketh”, James Allen, 1902
“As a Man thinketh”, James Allen, 1902
Our business in life is not to get ahead of other people, but to get ahead of ourselves.
To break our own record, to outstrip our yesterdays by todays, to bear our trials more beautifully than we ever dream we could, to whip the tempter inside and out as we never whipped him before, to give as we have never given, to do our work with more force and a finer finish than ever.
This is the true idea, to get ahead of ourselves.
To beat someone else in a game, or to be beaten, may mean much or little.
To beat our own game means a great deal, whether we win or not.
We are playing better than we ever did before, and that’s the point after all
- To play a better game of life.Labels: “As a Man thinketh”, 1902, James Allen
posted by ferren @ 4:48 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
EMO-ing away.....
for e ppl arnd me (and probably me oso) recently... dunnoe y. but things seem troubling nowadays.
some, we had gurl toks to make each other feel betta,
some, it's best dat we leave them alone to think abt their own problems themselves... afterall, wat u can do for them, u alreadi tried. in fact, many times. self reflections for them... plus me being mentally drained.
some things. can't b said in my own blog (how ironic *chuckle*) and haf to b said here.
some things, we tok abt, brings tears to each other. but i wunt cry. not anymore. after all, when we straighten our thoughts, we will find it unworthy to shed tears. for those still shedding tears, it's okay to shed... juz haf to wait for e moment whereby ur heart reali 想通了... it will b one day. i see my frens all being trapped. i can't help but to wanna cry wif them (but of cos i din. since i alreadi determined dat it's not worth it. and also becos once i've decided to b 绝情 to somebody, i wunt 心软). all of us haf different forms of problems to emo abt. but e root cause is still abt e same. i can't help but to lament abt life and hope dat they will b happy again soon. as long as they r happy. nth else matters much to me. cos they r ones held the nxt closest to my heart other than e honourable one.
开心果也会有脆弱的一天. okok. mayb not 一天 but 很多天. but den again. not all e time.
p/s: yang, i saw uncle lim yesterdae when i went to collect my grad attire. hahaha! he came back to help out oso. lol.
pp/s: 2dae is my best fren de bdae. happy bdae! = ) (though i doubt she reads e blog here. = X )
posted by AyuLeeNz @ 9:42 AM
