Hear, hear. The cutest one is back and well, hopefully more often. Even though I am pretty sure that will not be the case. Let me start off with some routine, common blog stuff before we get to the intellectuals part. Well, I hope it is intellectual anyway.
So, first off, from where I left off, basically, work is overwhelming and yet, I can squeeze in blogging time. Also, I went to Beijing and still trying to recover from it. I only bought Beijing Olympics 2008 memorabilia (a.k.a. souvenirs) for my family (nucleus and extended) and snacks (100 sausage thingies with corn in it and fruit bak kwa). The next big thing I was so looking forward when I came back was you-know-who's birthday. The other big thing was coming back to practise with my babies.
So what to expect from an old lady? Basically, nothing much, because I am dull. All right, starting the next portion with some stuff I want to talk it out and address and stuff.
I know I have talked to Xiuting and Jianzhou about this issue but I think leaving it in writing will serve as a reminder and hopefully, help others. As a couple of people might know, I have stopped flinging meat in Jiankai's face because it suddenly hit me that it is very rude and personally, I will get very angry if someone flung turtle / frog meat in my face. So I apologised and told him I will never do that to him or anyone, friend or no friend. If I am a friend to the vegetarian person, the more I should not. So anyway, I thought I was at least on the path to becoming a better person until...
CZYa said that I like to put people down with my words. I was shocked. I did not realised I was being rude when I teased people whom I thought I could tease. Moreover, I never realised I was putting people down! You know, all my life, all I wanted to do was to make people feel good about themselves, make them a part of a group or something, make them feel that they are wanted and loved but CZYa made me realised that all I was doing was the complete opposite of what I was trying to achieve. I was in shock and well, I am looking into it now. The first person I have to try to be nice to is Xiuting, I will have to start validating that she is not as flat-chested as I have often said that she is. I maybe going on to 27 but really, I am no better than most 17 year olds. To many people, it is a weakness of mine. To me, I think I just know myself better than what others think they know. Then again, I always welcome criticisms and sometimes, I listen, sometimes I do not and other times, I just need a lot more reminder to change. One person who never failed to keep reminding me of my weaknesses is Wan Ting. I am really trying but seems like it is almost never enough. Nonetheless, I am still trying to become perfect.
All right, now some happy stuff. You-know-who is so you-know-what. Before I go on, is there any way, he cannot view this? Because it would seem like I am writing for him to read. All right, here's the deal, you-know-who, this is my blog, let me be able to erm...pour out my feelings here at least. :( -pours out feelings- Okay! Done! Haha, I cannot possibly write stuff about him fully knowing he will read it. i love you! *muacks*
A song by the Carpenters just popped up in my head, entitled "Close to You". Very nice, meaningful lyrics and tune. Simple but beautiful. On the other hand, complexity is even more intriguing. That is why homosapien is my favourite specie.
Everytime I want to write something inspirational or something, I am never near my blog. So yes, I guess you pimples will just have to wait for the next time my bulb lights up. Meanwhile, I saw a picture from a friend's display picture and thought it is pretty cool. (refer to fig. 1)
Anyway, I love all of you and if there is ever anytime, anywhere or anything you need from me (within my capacity and limits, and no, I am not talking about my waist or bustline), just give me a tinkle or message and yes, I will be there. -inserts some quantum theories-
Right then, I think it is way too long for you younglings to absorb.
Ciao, pimples!
fig. 1
