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Live Zestful, Yo!

2011-11-14T22:11:00.007+08:00

I wished I only loved one person for all my life. However, I am not so lucky as in how media has portrayed love to be.

Kindly excuse me, I seem to have forgotten my manners and hence, have not greeted you, my dear readers. Of course, now, I sincerely think that my readership is zero. Please do not get me wrong. I am glad it is so.

Anyhow, as I was saying. I am not lucky in love because I am not meant for it, I suppose. The person I am currently interested in, told me that it is just a passing phase. No doubt that would mean I sway easily (which I assure you, I do not) but that would also mean the person will no doubt be happier if it was a passing phase. Such irony.

Well, I guess I could carry on until the person is attached and only then will I be able to let go. Yes, I keep reminding myself there are other things out there more interesting to love. Truth is, there is. Love is much overrated and yet, much needed too. Seems like I am mostly single so that I can give a lot of my time to others. Sometimes, I really do wonder if that is the path some Almighty Being has set for me.

Whatever it is, I am not the emo-over-love-for-too-long kind of person.

On a different note altogether, I miss you, Kaixuan!!! Been staring at your MSN chat window but not sure if we still have stuff to talk about or not?:(

Ciao, pimples! Till next time.

Was Marc Ambinder actually a blogger? « Snarkmarket

2011-01-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

Was Marc Ambinder actually a blogger? « Snarkmarket: "Really good print journalism is ego-free. By that I do not mean that the writer has no skin in the game, or that the writer lacks a perspective, or even that the writer does not write from a perspective. What I mean is that the writer is able to let the story and the reporting process, to the highest possible extent, unfold without a reporter’s insecurities or parochial concerns intervening. Blogging is an ego-intensive process. Even in straight news stories, the format always requires you to put yourself into narrative. You are expected to not only have a point of view and reveal it, but be confident that it is the correct point of view. There is nothing wrong with this. As much as a writer can fabricate a detachment, or a “view from nowhere,” as Jay Rosen has put it, the writer can also also fabricate a view from somewhere. You can’t really be a reporter without it. I don’t care whether people know how I feel about particular political issues; it’s no secret where I stand on gay marriage, or on the science of climate change, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. What I hope I will find refreshing about the change of formats is that I will no longer be compelled to turn every piece of prose into a personal, conclusive argument, to try and fit it into a coherent framework that belongs to a web-based personality called “Marc Ambinder” that people read because it’s “Marc Ambinder,” rather than because it’s good or interesting."

Late Night with The Cutest One - Stars...

2010-12-14T01:09:00.018+08:00

Editor's Note: I am unable to get colour on this crap. Sorry.

I cannot stand it without colour! -dies-

Welcome to my very own late night talk show with me as your host, naturally.

So yeah, now that there are such things as Facebook and Twitter, I am positive that no one will read my blog even if a notice appear on their dashboard. So it's safe to get in touch with my personal and deeper facet.

Initially this post was to remember all the family and friends who touched my life but something so beautiful happened in the last twenty-four hours that I find it hard not to blog it.

When I was fifteen, that meant that you were much younger or not even conceived of in thought or womb, a team from Novena Church would come to our school to talk to all the Secondary Three students. I am not sure if you know this of me or not but I am a very proud person. Yes, I am conceited. Many a time, I would rather die than step down from my pride. That was then.

So even when I had problems at home, I never let it show in school. Until that one fine day when the religious team came to our school. So when it came to be my turn, it was Father Simon, head of the team. Not sure if it was a fortunate or unfortunate thing up to this day.

Warning: Some of you might have heard this story before and might want to skip it.

So anyway, I thought, "hell no, he ain't gettin' anythin' out from me." God must have been displeased with my haughty attitude because just minutes into the talk saw me tears streaming down my face like a plumber finally managed to loosen the water pipe.

Analyse this:

1. It was lucky that we talked and I cried because I learnt how to cry, reach out for help and ate some humble pie.

2. It was unlucky that we talked and I cried because my pride was crushed. No one has ever seen me cry in agony since Secondary One. My image was tarnished.

Exactly fifteen years later, a young man read me like Father Simon did. It is very exhilarating and scary when someone hits you right on target. You feel liberated that someone understands you and/or what you are going through. You feel trapped that someone knows your weaknesses and there is a chance that he might use it against you.

However, you learn to cry again. You learn to reach out for a hand and/or ear. Best of all, you learn that anguish cannot kill you and so you are stronger by the end of the day.

B-kun, I do not believe in coincidences, I only believe that everything is fated. Thank you for passing by in my life, albeit a fleeting moment like that of Father Simon. Should our paths never cross again, I would like you to know that it was worth every ounce of it.

Dear all, thank you for tuning in to Late Night with the Cutest One. Till then...

Ciao.

To the one and only Liew

2010-04-22T22:46:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, Meh Meh went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Being much older than the flock she was classmates with at that time, she was a little apprehensive. True enough she was the odd one out as she had no skills in dealing with younger flocks. One such youngling spoke to her and she spurned him. However, the youngling never did give up on her.

Every time he would tell jokes, make funny impersonations, sing spoofed songs or simply just being there to make Meh Meh a happier person.

After three years, it was time to go separate ways. He always tried to reach out to Meh Meh but she was either too lazy or busy to meet up. So when he couldn't see her, he just talked to her or left messages on her MSN. She remembers the times when she would look forward to the quote of the day by him when at work, making work bearable. When he does call her, it never failed to fill her up with joy.

Then one or maybe two years passed, there was almost no contact and Meh Meh, being the one who takes people for granted, finally called him. However, it was too late. All the while when she had the chance to prove that she could be a good friend, she wasted all those opportunities. All the same, he was polite over the phone and messages but the alienation is felt.

Perhaps some day, she can win his friendship back. Perhaps.

-whispers- I love Liew.

Editor's note: I want to thank people who give me wake-up calls in my life. I just hope that I eventually learn from these lessons. People whom I have neglected, I know and remember, just give me time. -hugs-

Welcome to 2009!

2009-07-27T13:57:00.008+08:00

Dear readers! [I think I have gotten rid of all my readers! Yay!] Anyway, welcome to 2009! :D All right, all right, I am a bit late but hey, better late than never right? So, to keep you up to date on my life so far, well, how should I put it... ...*pauses for a long long long long long long long long long long time* It has its ups and downs so far. Let us try a list.

UPs
1. Mr. and Mrs. Lee Ting Zien got married.
2. A very nice dude just joined the company.
3. I have a beautiful girl in my life.
4. I am losing a bit of mass.
5. I am alive.

DOWNs
1. Pay cut. -sobbies-
2. Have not watched all the anime I want.
3. I am going to lose the beautiful girl in my life.
4. Did not get to see the solar eclipse.
5. I am alive.

So, all right, it is not exactly a well-thought out list but those are the few things that popped up. I am down and have no idea how to rid of this feeling. Is it another round of crying to unload it all? I do not know but when it is time for the floodgates to open, it will.

For all those nosy parkers who are still hanging around my blog, kindly pretend you did not read this post. For I believe, this is a very sad post. I want you to be happy, so just keep away, all right? ;)

All right! If there is stuff to be updated, it will be updated. Meanwhile, do not stay tuned, just divert!

I leave you with a song title, listen to it online if you do not have it. Do not pirate though.

Again by Yui [First opening of Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood] *coughsihavethefilecoughs*

Ciao, pimples.

P.S.: I have no idea where my rich text options are! :(

P.P.S.: I have found my rich text options! :D

My First Birthday Present 2008

2008-08-31T00:57:00.008+08:00

Welcome back to another excruciatingly boring episode of "Yang's Life". Today, I shall talk about really mundane stuff, that is, talking about one day of my life. For all you readers out there, YOU SHOULD NOT BE HERE!!! -clears throat- All right, if this entry does not drive you away, I seriously need to know what will.

-copies LJZ's format in telling a day of his life on his blog-

2.30am
Reached home from cousin's bachelor party; I had two vodkas, one with lime and another with cranberry. Note: Hooters and Brewerkz are my favourite hangouts if I go Clarke Quay.

3.00am
Took a bath.

3.30am
Sound asleep.

8.00am
Jumped out of bed, brushed teeth, washed face, changed and left for work.

9.00am
Loiter outside the office because lost office keys. Thank goodness Director came shortly.

1.15pm
Finally got off work! -curses and swears at some dumb bell of a business partner-

1.45pm
Reached Bugis Junction and met Yi Bing with twin sister. Note: She slimmed down quite a bit. Warning: Anyone else thinking about slimming down, please spare a thought for me. Everytime someone slims down, their phats get transferred to me. -glares-

2.30pm
Anonymous Angel (AA) arrived at Bugis. AA nauseated me by saying his goodbyes and telling me he is going home. (-.-)" Anyway, we went to Bras Basah Complex to find art stuff for my "white container" also known as (a.k.a.) my dream home. Then went to Karl Heng to PR. AA learnt a few gossip. -mutters- All in all, we went to Sagacity (pronounced as sir-gair-city, not sir-gah-city...I do not care! I am right!), Art Friend and Popular. Did not get anything but that is fine; getting it another day.

4.30pm
Went to McDonald's for takeaway; AA had a hot fudge sundae and I had large iced lemon tea. Walked to City Hall in the rain; AA insisted I share his umbrella even after I told him it spoils my image to use an umbrella. Eh...in short, it has something to do with my reputation and phats! Reached City Hall's interior and got fascinated by the waterfall message. Eh...in short, I will describe it to you should you want to know further details. Met a primary/secondary school mate of mine; she was on her way to work. Anyway, destination was Singapore Flyer so the plan was to walk through City Link Mall and pop out from Esplanade. Lo and behold, got to where Hallmark is and from that point onwards it was jam packed all the way to near New York New York. I hate human crowds! No air~! I held onto his bag's strap as much as I could and managed to get out of that terrible experience.

5.30pm
Finally got to Singapore Flyer and exchanged for tickets. Initally, we planned to take it another day but there were so many restrictions that we had no choice but to take it today. Note: Not to fear, I can go up on the wheel as many times as I can afford to; I simply love it! Took a lot of pictures on mobile phone because neither of us brought a camera, not that I had one but AA did and he did not bring it because he did not expect to take the ride today. To me, the ride was MAGNIFICENT!!! I want to go for the ride again and again! We were smiling, waving and taking pictures back and forth with another young boy in the capsule before ours. After he got off, we saw him and asked him if he was waiting for us and guess what! The girl with him is someone I know! I cannot remember her name but she is playing the sheng for Keat Hong Chinese Orchestra and it is her birthday! Anyway, I bought the picture that was taken at the Singapore Flyer and going to do something with it. It is a secret because AA will be reading this too.

6.30pm
Took a bus to Plaza Singapura and had our dinner at Sakae Sushi. Initially, I wanted to pay it all or at least split the bill but AA got hold of the bill first and paid SGD50; I paid another SGD13. It was a good meal and the highlight was the way he spoke in Malaysian accent! I laughed till I teared.

8.10pm
Went to Spotlight to look for more art materials; enroute we stopped at Crocs at my request. Note: I will be getting a new pair of Crocs in October. After Spotlight, we went to Yamaha. Nope, I still cannot find the pick Jieyin wants. Note: Still searching for the SGD10 pick; very tempted to buy a lot to amount it to SGD10.

9.10pm
Went to Ben & Jerry's at The Cathay. I paid for it because AA paid for dinner. We had a chocolatey awesome time!

10.30pm
We took the train home.

12.00mn
I reached home.

I had a very memorable 9.5 hours. Thank you, AA, for this wonderful birthday present. -hugs-

Right then, I expect no one to come to my blog ever again after this entry, so do not let me find out that you, yes you, have even dropped by my main page! -glares through slitty eyes-

Ciao, pimples!

2.10am
Blogging completed.

Making History

2008-08-09T00:38:00.003+08:00

Dear all, time certainly flies by and golly, what in the world are you guys still doing here? Tagging on my board even after I posed threats and warnings repeatedly to get you fleas out of my skin! Well, you guys made me turn to insults to reduce readership. If this does not work, I will post up my bikini pictures. *coughs-if-i-know-how-to-post-pictures-on-blogs-coughs*

So so so, I have received threats and complaints about my "not-so-far-and-apart" entries. So for those weirdos who are still reading my blog, I hope this is a nightmare instead of a treat. [I almost spelt "threat" instead of "treat" (-.-)"]

I am terribly sorry that I do not share enough with you pimples but I am here right now so hear me out. -pauses-

Ha! You have been tricked! You were supposed to go away after I said, "hear me out." All right, enough lame stuff and on to the main topic.

I am just done watching the opening ceremony of the 29th Olympics held in Beijing, People's Republic of China. Several thoughts crossed my mind when I was watching it.

(1) This is the first time I am even bothered to watch the opening ceremony of Olympics. I tried it once in 1996 when they were celebrating the centennial of Olympics but dozed off while watching for a few minutes. This time I managed to stay up throughout the four tedious hours. Cheered for countries I liked including Singapore, of course. I have always known I am patriotic and been very proud of the fact that I am of Chinese descent.

(2) Olympics seems like a commercial tactic for countries hosting it. Some countries might have animosity feelings towards another but everyone seems happy when they are there. [Hold your thoughts, more coming up]

*pauses regular blogging*

Side note: I must not jump ahead of others. I will learn to listen till the end before I speak.

*resumes regular blogging*

(3) With all the happy faces amongst the seas of audience and sports personnel, you know enmity between countries really belongs with the government. The people and soldiers are the ones who always suffers from silly decisions and propaganda from the government. When I watched Olympics, it is as the current motto fits: One world, one dream. No one killed anyone. This is how the world should be: One family. Sure we have our disagreements but you do not kill your sister or brother who crossed your path. I mean, most of us will not, I do not speak for everyone. Guess that means, some world leaders just behave like the psychotic siblings who kill when crossed by another. I know it is not always as simple as being crossed; there is oppression, injustice, corruption, discrimination and many other differences that turn people into such. Whatever it is, I feel very sad when I think of such detriments.

So anyway, back to about making history as my title states. It just hit me that we are living in what our future will call history. I think it is so cool. Even after ten years, people are going to go like, "hey, remember that on 8th August 2008 when Beijing was host for Olympics?" And, I will go like, "yeah, I watched it." I find the concept so awesome. I was part of something great. In a way, anyway.

All right, all the above was written on 9th August 2008 and it is not erm...10th August 2008. Bwahaha! I slept, played, ate and forgot to complete it. Trying to think of something erm...awesome to wrap up this entry. Here goes:

Pimples, we live only once as our current selves. I always run through the NPCO list on my MSN, both online and offline. I read all your display names and personal messages. Some have very heartbreaking words, others anger, philosophical, joyful and so on. I find this list so amazing. I feel so many things just by scanning through it and then work on stuff according to the needs of my different babies. Curses to those who have foreign languages on their display names and personal messages. Yes, I am talking about the Japanese and Korean words! You know who you are. -glares- And do not bring out about the pimple who used French because at least I can use Fish to translate.

Anyway, to return to earth here. I will be going back to NPCO starting on 26th August 2008. I know my readership consists of many year threes and a couple of alumni so this message is going to you pimples. I will try to rekindle the kind of love that existed in NPCO. I love NPCO because of all of you. Even with you gone, I will survive these dark hours and rebuild the fire with sheer willpower. Do not think I use the word "love" too loosely for each time I utter love, it is for a different kind of love. Therefore, everytime I say it. believe in it. For I truly, love thee. -brushes a couple of teardrops away from eyeballs-

"Take me as I am."

Recommended song: "Leave Out All the Rest" - Minutes to Midnight album - Linkin' Park

All right, enough BS to last you a lifetime.

Ciao, pimples!

P.S.: I love You. *hug & kiss*

Ramblings

2008-06-28T16:27:00.002+08:00

Dear Children, once again, welcome to the Master Theatre of Boredom. Again, my inspirations for a great amount of writing is no longer as the moments have passed. However, to bore you to the depths of your gray matter, I think I will be able to do so. Allow me to show you these skills of mine.

When I am alone, I think a lot. I used to be alone a lot, not because I do not have friends, on the contrary, I have a lot of friends. Well, I do not want to use the word acquaintance because it is seemingly unfair to those who deem themselves as my friends. So anyway, people come and go, a fact that I have recently come to terms with and I have one person to thank for. This person truly made me see that people come into your life and no matter how close they are, it does not mean they do not leave. Quite frankly, they are not obligated to stay in any case.

Even in my late twenties, I am still taking my time to grow up. I have to give myself a pat on the head; I am really growing up bit by bit, no matter how painstakingly slow it seems. Many of you have heard me say, "when I grow up, I want to be a ballerina." Well, what I truly want to say is, "when I grow up, I want to be a kid." My fantasy place is Neverland and soaring with the lost boys. Might have to get on Tinklebell's good side, fight Captain Hook and stay clear of the tick-tock croc.

Girls phear phats; I welcome it. I will tell you what phats has given me: knowledge, wisdom, strength, compassion, humility and natural botox. I am not a perfect person; I do not even come close. However, like I always tell myself, I have tried. Not good enough even by my standards, I tell myself, there is always tomorrow. Tomorrow might never come, you say? I might regret not doing it now, you say? Sure you are right but hey, I am lazy so I am always putting things off. Someone said I speak empty words. Truth is always hardest to listen to but I will face it and do something about it. Often actions that follow will be the best evidence. To that someone, I just want you to know that I am trying my better now, I will try my best eventually.

So let us discuss about my escape portals: animation, drama series, films and music. They bring out all the tears and love in me. Of course, I am not talking about every one of it, just the ones that do. I view tears as a sign of weakness that is why I only cry when I watch animation, drama series, films and music. That way no one will know. All right, if you are reading this then you know. Oh come on now, don't you go all soft on me. I do not need your empathy, consolation or whatever you think I may need by letting you on my weakness. After I dispose of my tears, I am renewed. I can be strong for anyone who needs me to be.

I am your Mary Poppins. I am your Nanny McPhee. I am supposed to be the person who will be there when you need. So let me fulfill my role. Humans tend to forget the big picture of life. Well, sometimes they choose to pursue what they desire and forget it. To those who have forgotten, I sincerely hope they remember it someday, somehow then world peace will follow. I told someone of my white container. That is my ivory tower and it even floats in space. I guess I am more of a loner than I let on. How interesting a person I am. All right, should not be so peacock-like.

So why am I telling you all these? It is simply because I have nothing better to say and while listening to a few songs from animation and Jay has brought out some passions in me. If you do not know the meaning of passions, please find out or ask me. Do not assume because according to my dad and everyone else who knows, if you assume, you "ass-u-&-me". A good film to catch is "The Fountain". Well, there are other amazing films but I will tell them to you when the time is right. Right now, "The Fountain" fits the mood I am in. Jay's "蒲公英的约定", "青花瓷" and "最长的电影" are wrapping their beautiful melodies and lyrics around me. When I close my eyes and listen, a (bitter)sweet smile will appear on my face. Try it with these songs or songs that allows you to indulge in a moment of tranquility.

All right, too much is too much, I know it too. I shall let your eyes and brains take a break from this monotony. I will see you people soon, I hope. Meanwhile, here is a quote I currently have an interest in.

"Rain is from the sky and tears are from the eyes. That has been decided a long time ago."

Ciao, pimples.

Encounter with an Angel

2008-04-12T22:40:00.004+08:00

So, I want to talk about it but I really do not want people to tease about it because there simply isn't anything to tease about. So those people who know who it is and stuff, please just appreciate the fact that there are people who are just nice without agenda.

I forgot how it all started but I just remembered Angel wanting to come over to play, then I was like no way because my room is uber messy (please ask Jianzhou and Junyuan for more detailed information). However Angel insisted that it came and helped pack it with me. Frankly, I was thinking Angel is probably going to come over and I will settle it in front of the television and we'll just chat. In fact, I had hopes that Angel will get lazy and not come but it did. Angel arriving at my home was the first thing that really surprised me because it lives far from me.

I was kinda just starting to pack when Angel arrived and it told me to carry on. It just sat there watching me pack at first because I was after all packing my clothes and really didn't want it to be helping me anyway. Then I cleared an area and gasped at the dust bunnies! No, they are not cute at all. That was when my dad and Angel stepped in to clean and pack while I just lazed around, rinsing cloths and getting stuff occasionally.

To shorten the already very long entry, I have seen more of my floor than I have in about two years and well, it is dust-free for now. Guess I will have to maintain it somehow and yes, I will clear it up totally somehow. :D

I feel really loved and really lucky to have such a dad and on top of that, an Angel. I know I probably take my dad for granted most of the time but he is family, somehow that makes it different from Angel. Angel is just a friend, no obligations whatsoever. I do not like people whom I cannot trust to stay around me after seeing my room, to come over and see my room. As it is, I am a little low on self-esteem, I am afraid that people will leave or think worse of me after seeing how messy my room is. So far, only three people has see my room and well, all three are still my friends.

No one has ever done so much for me. I am really, really grateful and touched. Thank you, Angel. I did not disclose your name here because I do not know if you are comfortable with it or not. However, as I have mentioned at the beginning, for those of you who know who this Angel is, please do not tease it about this. As I have also mentioned, there is no other agenda other than an Angel at work.

I know I am rattling on and on about it but I cannot help it. This entry maybe boring to you but Angel said that a repayment would be a blog entry, so here it is.

Angel, I cannot thank you enough and so I can only offer you a lifetime of friendship and whatever you need that I can provide, e.g. hugs, a listening ear, a MSN chat window, a shoulder to cry on, etc.

As for the rest of you, I wish you good health and all till we next meet here for my next entry.

Ciao, pimples. ;)

Short Note

2008-03-14T19:37:00.007+08:00

Hey! Fans from all sections of the Orchestra! Thank you for once again viewing my blog when I specifically tell you not to.

Anyway, since you are here, I might as well say some boring stuff so that I can get you to bugger off sooner.

Congrats to the new committee! Let us welcome Jun Liang, our first baby of the new batch into NPCO! Guanjie, now that you are the next generation of Master of Spare Parts, you must honour our lineage. I want to tell four girls that I love them a lot, here goes (not in any sort of order except alphabetically): Jieyin, Libei, Weiqi, Xiuting. There is a group of people I want to thank for making me my life an absolute disaster: NPCO! All right, I lied, you pimples are a big part of my life. :)

Other news: I am still up for adoption, interested parties please contact me. Information: I am very easy to maintain.

NPCO babies, I am here for you, more importantly, I love you and most importantly, I am the cutest one!

Oh my, I even bore myself as I am writing this. -yawns- I shall give you pimples more drama in my next post. Probably entitled "Gone with the Wind". Stay tuned!

Ciao, pimples!

P.S.: The Leap Years is a good film. :)

Photos/outing aft' AGM'08

2008-03-01T23:05:00.010+08:00

2008: First Entry

2008-02-07T03:24:00.000+08:00

Dearly Beloved

We are gathered here today to read my first post of the gregorian and lunar year.

From the last time till today, a lot of things have happened. Good, bad and ugly. That is life for you, my friends.

For my ardent fans, this entry will be disappointing because I have no inspiration right now.

For those of you who gave up checking up my blog, I thank you. I have to keep drafts in order to keep my thoughts private because there are still readers. -glares at ardent fans- You say to have a private blog or write it in a diary? First of all, I do not want to privatise this blog as I do not want people to think I have too many secrets, so there you have it. (Also, because I am privately happy that people take the trouble to read my blog; boosts my ego.) Why not diary then? It simply takes up too much space and not environmentally friendly.

Anyway, my movie review thingy is kinda stuck. So to start afresh, I promise to write an entry per film I watch. For now, I shall try with films I watch from the theatres. When I have more time, I will share other films with you pimples.

The first film I watched this year and with my tour group is 27 Dresses. The whole film was all about me except the part where she stands up to her sister and ultimately gets married to a man who loves her. I have achieved neither. Anyway, it is not an exceptional film but because it is so close to heart that I have branded it my film. I truly hope that I will end up like the female lead but chances are slim, unlike me. Okay, no more lame stuff.

For more discussion, please feel free to approach me.

For more of me, please feel free to make contact.

All right, as I have no inspiration right now, I shall stop here.

-goes off to poo poo land-

Ciao, pimples!

Forced "Entry"

2007-10-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Bwahahaha!!! I love my own wit. *boasts* Anyway, it is called forced entry due to a couple of reasons. I was like bored to tears, not because I have nothing to do but I am just doing things at my own pace and it is really snail-speed. (A snail might actually be faster. *bleh*) So I am forced to do something to elevate my boredom like writing an entry. Furthermore, Zhangyong was like, "it will put off your boredom for the time being" and "go go go...i wanna see your post...so faster update." So, I am obliging to this request of a reader. (After this entry, I am probably going to read a book till I start snoozing) Also, anyone knows what "forced entry" means literally. Wow! I spent one paragraph on something probably only I understand as wit. -grumbles and goes to the next paragraph-

So when I am not emotionally strained, I will probably not be able to come up with something good. This may be an emo club but still emo-ing all the time may not be the best course. Anyway, I want to thank each and everyone who made this year's birthday so amazing. Starting with Xi-Ge and finishing off with the Alumni drinking session. One of the most memorable birthdays I have ever had and really want to thank all those who made it happen.

So Zhangyong and I were talking about stuff and one of the things that came up was the type of girls guys like. We mostly agreed that most guys like frail girls. Like I was telling him, in order to be someone I want to be, I have to give up the luxury of being frail. As a strong person, guys are generally not attracted to me, not to say being fat does not affect, it does very much actually but I really am over that point. So, I was just telling him, it will take a lot to get a guy to be interested enough in me to sweep me off my feet, figuratively, unless he can do it literally and well, that is definitely going to strain him. :D

I just remembered I have to thank everyone for going to the anniversary camp. Also, want to thank everyone who helped me get over my thigh cramp. I want to thank i-know-who for being such a gentleman. Bless him who has a nice smile, sweet voice and loving grace. Simply endearing.

During this camp, I got to know Shaoxuan, Yizhong, Mingkai and Shuling better. I hope to see them a lot more during pracs. We will be right back after these messages.

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And welcome back to today's episode on my blog. -smiles at the camera and pauses for the longest time- *awkward silence* Eh, right then! That's all for today's entry. I shall wait till inspiration hits me in the face or Zhangyong (or Ruixiang or Shengxuan) hits me in the face (or in Shengxuan's case, showing me Uranus!), before the next entry. Till then folks, drive safely, love your babies and brush your teeth.

List of birthday presents: -

Birthday Greetings!!! (All who remembered)
Secret OST (Xi-Ge)
Flexi Massager (Meixin & Tingzien)
Swatch Watch, Pizzas & Chicken (Company)
Blackforest Cake (NPCO and Zhihao [Kenneth])
1.5-litre bottle of Pokka Oolong Tea (Zhihao [Kenneth])
A nice birthday hug (Huimin)
Mee Sua & Angpow (Popo)
Day out! (Koh Teo Pin)
Chocolate cake with rum (Company)
Box of homemade chocolate cookies (Jieyin)
Doll from China (Liyan)
Gigantic Doraemon Plushy (Jianzhou, Junyuan, Liyong, Jiankai, Wanhua, Jieyin, Huiyin, Yizhong, Xiuhui)
Big Brown Mushroom & NUM Rainbow Bear (Xiuting, Kailun)
500-millilitre bottle of Pokka Oolong Tea (Junyuan)
Earrings, Blackforest Cake (Peixiang, Wan Ting, Yongyao, Shijie, Tingzien, Meixin, Zhihao [Kenneth])
Beer & Food (Yongyao)

I really had a great birthday this year. Thank you for making this 27th anniversary of my life so wonderful.

I am going to get the S$120 purple owl plushy to complement my gigantic doraemon plushy! I need to get a bigger bed.

Oh yes, Shaoxuan, you still owe me a birthday hug!

Eh, I really that is about it. See you all soon.

Ciao, pimples!

The Return of The Cutest One

2007-09-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

Hear, hear. The cutest one is back and well, hopefully more often. Even though I am pretty sure that will not be the case. Let me start off with some routine, common blog stuff before we get to the intellectuals part. Well, I hope it is intellectual anyway.

So, first off, from where I left off, basically, work is overwhelming and yet, I can squeeze in blogging time. Also, I went to Beijing and still trying to recover from it. I only bought Beijing Olympics 2008 memorabilia (a.k.a. souvenirs) for my family (nucleus and extended) and snacks (100 sausage thingies with corn in it and fruit bak kwa). The next big thing I was so looking forward when I came back was you-know-who's birthday. The other big thing was coming back to practise with my babies.

So what to expect from an old lady? Basically, nothing much, because I am dull. All right, starting the next portion with some stuff I want to talk it out and address and stuff.

I know I have talked to Xiuting and Jianzhou about this issue but I think leaving it in writing will serve as a reminder and hopefully, help others. As a couple of people might know, I have stopped flinging meat in Jiankai's face because it suddenly hit me that it is very rude and personally, I will get very angry if someone flung turtle / frog meat in my face. So I apologised and told him I will never do that to him or anyone, friend or no friend. If I am a friend to the vegetarian person, the more I should not. So anyway, I thought I was at least on the path to becoming a better person until...

CZYa said that I like to put people down with my words. I was shocked. I did not realised I was being rude when I teased people whom I thought I could tease. Moreover, I never realised I was putting people down! You know, all my life, all I wanted to do was to make people feel good about themselves, make them a part of a group or something, make them feel that they are wanted and loved but CZYa made me realised that all I was doing was the complete opposite of what I was trying to achieve. I was in shock and well, I am looking into it now. The first person I have to try to be nice to is Xiuting, I will have to start validating that she is not as flat-chested as I have often said that she is. I maybe going on to 27 but really, I am no better than most 17 year olds. To many people, it is a weakness of mine. To me, I think I just know myself better than what others think they know. Then again, I always welcome criticisms and sometimes, I listen, sometimes I do not and other times, I just need a lot more reminder to change. One person who never failed to keep reminding me of my weaknesses is Wan Ting. I am really trying but seems like it is almost never enough. Nonetheless, I am still trying to become perfect.

All right, now some happy stuff. You-know-who is so you-know-what. Before I go on, is there any way, he cannot view this? Because it would seem like I am writing for him to read. All right, here's the deal, you-know-who, this is my blog, let me be able to erm...pour out my feelings here at least. :( -pours out feelings- Okay! Done! Haha, I cannot possibly write stuff about him fully knowing he will read it. i love you! *muacks*

A song by the Carpenters just popped up in my head, entitled "Close to You". Very nice, meaningful lyrics and tune. Simple but beautiful. On the other hand, complexity is even more intriguing. That is why homosapien is my favourite specie.

Everytime I want to write something inspirational or something, I am never near my blog. So yes, I guess you pimples will just have to wait for the next time my bulb lights up. Meanwhile, I saw a picture from a friend's display picture and thought it is pretty cool. (refer to fig. 1)

Anyway, I love all of you and if there is ever anytime, anywhere or anything you need from me (within my capacity and limits, and no, I am not talking about my waist or bustline), just give me a tinkle or message and yes, I will be there. -inserts some quantum theories-

Right then, I think it is way too long for you younglings to absorb.

Ciao, pimples!

fig. 1

2007-08-31T02:00:00.000+08:00

Life goes at a much slower pace without this shrine's goddess here.

こいつはまさか、ニュータイプ？！

You're missed.

2007-08-27T08:29:00.000+08:00

the blog is rotting!

yippeee!! CO's resuming tomorrow!

hey eileen, shall we go and see the golden retriever tomorrow afternoon??
what does the owner say?

obtw, i'm keeping 2 hamsters! Males!
how does casie & jojo sounds?

miss CO, but more excited about getting my 2 hamsters today!

It's e season of...

2007-08-03T09:04:00.000+08:00

examinations again.

oh... i LOVE examinations...

all e best to those mugging and pia-ing hard okay??

smiles everyone! exams r fun! no fear no fear!

i wanna study oso!! *whines*

p/s: Jushobuya, smiles and take care okay?
pp/s: since nobody updated... i'm here to prevent e cobwebs from forming.
ppp/s: Good luck for all ur examinations (once again)!!

2007-07-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

The second principle of magic...things which have once been in contact with each other continue to act on each other at a distance after the physical contact has been severed.

Sir James Frazer

and becos i am bored and emo-ing away...

2007-06-29T01:11:00.000+08:00

........ i've decided to upload THIS.
haf a gd laff over it. haha.

Update

2007-06-18T13:22:00.000+08:00

Hello all! It has been a long time since I have blogged. Two very simple reasons: keeping readership small (only my fans will come here now and then to check my blog out) and well, i am simply too busy (due to work) and lazy (due to fatigue).

Right then, I am only blogging to tell you how boring my life is right now what with work, npco, khco and now, even studies! Yes, I am studying for my General Certificate of Education 'Ordinary' Levels. I have a wonderful sensei teaching me Additional Mathematics, Pure Chemistry and Pure Physics. She is not charging but I kinda feel bad so I will try and save up money and give her whatever I have. -breaks piggy bank and finds a few coins-

People have all sorts of impression of me and well, some affect me while others, I just do not give a hoot about. Frankly, I am a person who is more about life than money though I must say that in this present time and place, currency talks more than the meaning of life. Then again, my life is not spend-time-with-nature kind of life, my life is more like money-needed-to-facilitate kinda life.

I sometimes wonder if I would be able to lead a secluded life. Meaning, I have the basic necessities from Mother Nature (food, cloth, water, air, shelter) and leave this modern lifestyle. The answer is yes but I will be very sad to leave because while the world advances and I cannot partake in this amazing evolution. If you have nothing, you can lose only nothing. However, I do have something already, so it would be harder to leave it all behind. Moreover, where the heck would I go in Singapore to lead such a life? Bukit Timah Nature Reserve? Hardly.

So seeing that this is a highly implausible option, I have another and that is to purchase a double-decked bus then turn it into a dream mobile house. Now again, it seems implausible but hey, this is one dream I am not letting go because it has been with me since I knew what a mobile home is. Though when I was five or so, my mobile home was a shipment container floating in space, fully equipped with a fridge and bathroom. Please contact me face-to-face for an animated description of my dream home.

I am sorry that this is such an incoherent entry. When I have inspiration, I am usually on the go so by the time I get in front of my computer, it is either gone or forgotten. I have a few issues that I would like to talk about. Like life, physics, philosophy and well, things that interest me or are worth mentioning. For now, I just want to let my fans know I am still alive and stuff.

Well, I guess that's all for now. Arigatou gozaimasu. Irashaimase.

Ciao, pimples!

P.S.: do itashi mashite (actually I am not sure if that is accurate, maybe Kaixuan or Xiuting can help correct it.) :D

“As a Man thinketh”, James Allen, 1902

2007-06-12T16:48:00.000+08:00

“As a Man thinketh”, James Allen, 1902

Our business in life is not to get ahead of other people, but to get ahead of ourselves.

To break our own record, to outstrip our yesterdays by todays, to bear our trials more beautifully than we ever dream we could, to whip the tempter inside and out as we never whipped him before, to give as we have never given, to do our work with more force and a finer finish than ever.

This is the true idea, to get ahead of ourselves.

To beat someone else in a game, or to be beaten, may mean much or little.
To beat our own game means a great deal, whether we win or not.
We are playing better than we ever did before, and that’s the point after all
- To play a better game of life.

EMO-ing away.....

2007-06-10T09:42:00.002+08:00

for e ppl arnd me (and probably me oso) recently... dunnoe y. but things seem troubling nowadays.
some, we had gurl toks to make each other feel betta,
some, it's best dat we leave them alone to think abt their own problems themselves... afterall, wat u can do for them, u alreadi tried. in fact, many times. self reflections for them... plus me being mentally drained.
some things. can't b said in my own blog (how ironic *chuckle*) and haf to b said here.
some things, we tok abt, brings tears to each other. but i wunt cry. not anymore. after all, when we straighten our thoughts, we will find it unworthy to shed tears. for those still shedding tears, it's okay to shed... juz haf to wait for e moment whereby ur heart reali 想通了... it will b one day. i see my frens all being trapped. i can't help but to wanna cry wif them (but of cos i din. since i alreadi determined dat it's not worth it. and also becos once i've decided to b 绝情 to somebody, i wunt 心软). all of us haf different forms of problems to emo abt. but e root cause is still abt e same. i can't help but to lament abt life and hope dat they will b happy again soon. as long as they r happy. nth else matters much to me. cos they r ones held the nxt closest to my heart other than e honourable one.

开心果也会有脆弱的一天. okok. mayb not 一天 but 很多天. but den again. not all e time.

p/s: yang, i saw uncle lim yesterdae when i went to collect my grad attire. hahaha! he came back to help out oso. lol.

pp/s: 2dae is my best fren de bdae. happy bdae! = ) (though i doubt she reads e blog here. = X )

The cutest on earth...

2007-05-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

is DEFINITELY NOT jushobuyayang-nugget (ask jz y got nugget behind. hahaha)

but is HER!!!

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*melts*

*maternal instincts acting up once again*

uber cute rite???!!! this was taken when she's 4 days old!

Jushobuya haf to step aside!

muahahahaha!

The Art of Communication

2007-05-24T09:51:00.000+08:00

All right, all you love of my life, I shall share a lesson with all of you. I will try it make it as short as I can but as you all know, I am long-winded and so that is unlikely. Therefore, please divert to another page if you are not ready for this.

In the above paragraph, it is an example of detailed explanation and solution. It is actually quite redundant to most people but I like to be precise. If you think I am too long-winded, you are sorely mistaken, I know that people in the past are even worse. My source of reference: English literature. My favourite English writer, Oscar Wilde. Well, William Shakespeare, the Bronte sisters and other Englishmen I like too but I shall only talk about Oscar.

Oscar puts the "Wilde" in bewilderment. His works are amazing and his letter are even more astounding. His letter is actually published in a book about a hundred over pages. Yes, you see right, one letter and it is over a hundred pages. By golly, you might say, what in the world did he write about? Well, that you can find out on your own if you borrow it from me. Did he do it at one go? I think he did but I cannot say for sure. I am still trying to find out more about his life and that letter.

Right then, I should probably come to tell you now the heart of this entry. It is about communication. I am a very rigid person when it comes to accuracy of words when speaking or writing. Thus, the loopholes of other people's words are easily detected and can be used against them. Evil as it sounds but yes, this is yours truly. So be wary about what you say to me. Also, when it comes to grammar and sentence structure, I am uberly strict too. That is why when I have to speak improperly, I feel involuntary twitches in my brain. Anyway, I finally understood the true meaning of communication, thanks to laymen and "Babel" (a film that you might like to catch and well, we can discuss it if you want to).

All right, I made a promise to keep it short and think I have kept to it. Right readers, do let me know if you like more educational, emotional or whatever type of entries you would like to see more. Not that I will care much about what you want. -snickers-

Ciao, pimples!

2007-05-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

hey this post goes out to you guys who reads this blog.
i've just finished reading this epic novel ( it was really a torment coz it was a very very thick book). there is this interesting poem i found at the end of the novel, which i hope, can be an inspiration to you all:

life is an opportunity, benefit from it
life is a beauty, admire it
life is a bliss, realize it
life is a challenge, meet it
life is a duty, complete it
life is a game, play it
life is costly, care for it
life is wealth, keep it
life is love, enjoy it
life is mystery, know it
life is a promise, fulfill it
life is a sorrow, overcome it
life is a song, sing it
life ia a struggle, acceot it
life is a tragedy, confront it
life is an adventure, dare it
life is luck, make it
life is too precious, do not destroy it
life is life, fight for it!

from Mother Theresa,
a summary of her lifetime philosophies.

Cutesy Stuff!

2007-05-14T10:33:00.000+08:00

For those of you who like cute emoticons and display pictures, Meixin has been kind enough to let me share it with all of you. Thank you, Xinxin! :D

http://starie.o2r.net/images/Cute/

i haf a new term for ultimate nua-ness....

2007-05-14T02:47:00.000+08:00

and it's called....

gooeyfied.

*whines*

2007-05-13T04:58:00.000+08:00

Until now I haven't even blogged once at this blog, after being added in here as an admin by Eileen baomu. Hahaha.
So I shall do so now. :D

Err, so the song's up, and maggot's changed her seclusion days from 30 to 7 days.
I feel happy for her lah. :D

Anyway, I'm chatting with her right now, about something I'm not sure if I can say it out here.
Scully she wants to keep it as low profile as possible, and then surprise all of us at once?
You'll never know! -laughs-

And I don't know what to say now. Hmmm.. -thinks-
Only 1.5% of my brain's functioning now.
1% is used to talk to Maggot while typing this, and 0.5% at Cystic Fibrosis. LOL.
Eileen Baomu got me started thinking about this disease.

Alrights, last thing to mention...

NP Strings is holding their Virtuoso VIX Concert on 23rd June, 7pm at Singapore Conference Hall.
Tickets are going at $10 and $12.
For more details, please visit their blog, http://www.virtuosoxiv.xmgfree.com/
This link is for the concert only. Hahaha.
And I'm strongly encouraging all my cello & bass babies to go! :D

Alrights, that's all now!
TATA! -waves goodbye-

P/S: Happy Mama's Day! :D

Emo Session III

2007-05-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

All right, I am going to post an entry by hook or by crook and lo and behold, I am doing it right now. :D

So anyway, I am "punishing" myself by secluding myself from i-know-who. The deal is to talk to i-know-who only when I have CO matters to talk about and refrain from personal issues, msn and sms. Kaixuan says I am silly and that I admit. Xiuting is tries to comfort me by telling me to shorten it from 30 days to 7 days, very tempting, I have to say but let us see how it goes.

Today was my first test with him around. Yesterday quite successful in not talking to him and stuff even though I was typing away in his window but he does not know, because I did not see him. Today, I saw him but pretended I did not. Did not talk to him. Did not sms him. I wanted his attention yet I needed to make myself invisible. After supper though, he talked to me and I replied. Then did not want to give him the wrong idea, I told him I am not to talk to him for 30 days but he said it would not work. The problem is I can hardly bear it myself but I know I will have to go through it to learn my lesson. Xiuting's idea about 7 days is really starting to sound really tempting.

So anyway, my cousin joined NPCO so for those of you reading this, please make her feel welcome. She may not be from NP but she loves music as much as we do. For those of you who do not know her name it is Janet or my preference, Shi1 Lei3.

All right, enough about my ranting about i-know-who. I want to tell my three little babies (Xiu Ting, Kai Xuan and Jun Yuan) to get well soon.

I want to send my love to Hui Shi and Shi Lei, my two lovable cousins!

I want to welcome Kai Lun to NPCO.

I want us to have fun during CO camp.

I want to thank Mr. Lim for providing such great buns during the celebration of May babies. Speaking of which, I need to pay for the bun buns.

Well, brain is officially fried. See you guys soon. I love you all except for those I loathe.

Ciaos, pimples.

P.S.: Sorry ar, I forgot to add two things. What has love got to do with age, is not other factors more important? Also, after watching 200 Pounds Beauty, it really made me take a hard look at myself. Looks do matter in the end, I guess. -shrugs- I know I am bothersome but just these two things I needed to get off my chest. Thank you all for reading. If you want my autograph, just ask for it anytime. :D

Monday Baby Blues....

2007-05-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

Tuesday blues...... wednesday Navy blues...... Thursday Black!
Friday.... Sky Blues! wahahahaha......

i wonder if Mr. Lee will b coming down 2dae....

2007-05-05T10:57:00.001+08:00

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It's a miracle.......

2007-05-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

dat i cleared my rm of minor junkies!!!!!!! and now my table is clear for e time being until small stuff piles up again... wahahha... reason to y i cleared my rm? hahaha. it's a secret.

aniway, i am on cloud 10!
uber happy. = DDDDDDDDDD

DXO on friday wif my gurls! ladies nite. wahahaha!

Down and Out

2007-05-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

Okay, I am conscious right now. So before I go out like a candlelight in a great storm, I shall share something.

I went to work but I was down with flu and headache. So I took leave and went to watch the last screening of "Meet the Robinsons" at Bishan Golden Village with KTP (who looked simply too cute and maybe it is because I have not seen him for the longest time or maybe he is still the cutest one after all?-shrugs-). Anyway, the main thing is not about KTP, it is about the film. Whenever I am sick I tend to be more vulnerable and my emotions were definitely amplified so when and after watching the film, I was washing my face with salt water.

"Meet the Robinsons" is a film about an orphan and how he eventually gained a family. -sighs- Made me think of my family. I think closer ones would know about my nucleus family situation. For those of you who do not know, there is nothing much to know about so do not worry that you are missing out on anything.

I guess why I have stayed in NPCO for so long because I have substituted my nucleus family with NPCO. So yeah, probably would not quit until I die or circumstances force me so. One day, NPCO will be history too, then where will I turn to for family? Yes, I have relatives and they love me dearly but hey, at the end of the day, they have their own families to attend to. Also, I have been putting myself up for adoption for like the longest time yet, no one seems to want to adopt me. :S

For those of you who are religious and tell me that there is always God. I can only tell you one thing, I am still a weak human who needs something more tangible. I know it sounds blasphemous but it is really tough to stand alone most of the time.

It is strange how I have to worry about my nucleus family members because I know what they are going through and keep trying to solve their problems even though they do not know I am doing so. Sometimes I wonder if they know what kind of turmoil I am going through or what they are putting me through. One day, if I quit my nucleus family, it is because I have finally given up on trying to carry on this one-sided love affair with them.

All right, I feel much better being able to type this all out. If you loved my sob story, please stay or come back to NPCO as often as you can. (This emotional story is actually an advertisement gimmick for NPCO.) For those of you out there that thinks this is a cry for attention, please do not bother yourself with it because it is not unless you can adopt me or know some family who will. :D I have my room, my best friend (for now) and my Animax so I am good for now, mostly.

Right then, one long entry here. Thank you for being such a great audience once again. I bid you adieu and bonsoir. My eyeballs are burning (but I do not think it is fever) so I think I will just poof out now.

Ciao, pimples!

Emo Session II

2007-05-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

I am constantly on an emotional see-saw when I am with Legolas. I am very happy but scared that my actions or words will go overboard. I should not have to deal with crap like that. After all, I did tell myself that I do not want to go through this tiring motion anymore. I will just go with the flow for now this one last time. Let it be the last time; fatigue is taking over.

I lost a precious piece of paper. Have to get all the people to write it again. Luckily, I can remember more or less who were on it.

For happy stuff, I want to thank this batch of babies for being so beautiful and precious. All the laughter and hard work we have shared and will continue to share for the time being, is just wonderful and amazing. I love each and everyone of you.

In my opinion, emo sessions should be kept short so that people do not feel pressured. Well, till next time then.

Ciao, pimples!

E2MAX!!!

2007-04-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hello boys and girls out there! I am now blogging at e2max and listening to Symphony 92.4 and behind me are two cute boys (Kenneth & Kaixuan) playing Gundam on PS3. I have nothing better to do so I blog.

Actually I wanted to blog this morning but I saw KTP in Clandestine so I started to talk to him then went to bed right after that.

So anyway, I wanted to blog to tell you people how happy and sad I am. Happy because I spent time with someone alone for the third time! Do not get me wrong, I love hanging out with everyone but when I am alone with him, we get to talk more and I get to know more of him. Anyway, I am sad because a dear friend of mine has not been feeling well for the past two days. I wish I can do more for this friend of mine but all I can do is just be there if me friend needs me.

I miss KTP. I know it an old issue but I need to say it out so I do not feel so suffocated. I can literally count the number of people who have stuck through with me all these years. Haha, I am not complaining I am just letting you guys know how fortunate I am to be able to count the number of friends I have! So if you ever need a friend like that, just know that I am here for you too!

Have a great week ahead! Spiderman 3 on Labour Day at 6.30pm! What time are we meeting before that? I want to hang out with all of you! -hugs-

Ciao, pimples!

2007-04-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

uerm.. actualli i'm taking time off to blog.. haha i not no life de..
i'll be watching a local play 'Blithe Spirit' with my colleague tomorrow.
friday got church prayer meeting and i'll be off to Rombin on saturday. will only be back on sunday night.

anywhay, i've trying to get over th fatigue i since suffered during my company's d&d last saturday. still in the process of recovery. sianz just because pretty then everywhere got admirers then got trouble. (this shall provide a source of ridicule on jushobuyayang blog).

come i shall be your laughing stock!
i give thyself to thee all free-ly...

bleahs....

2007-04-25T12:47:00.000+08:00

Jushobuya is saeing WE dun haf a life? hurhurhur?

*kicks jushobuya and drags her to my place. *

wahahahahahhahaa.....

it's wednesday!

Stuffs 1

2007-04-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

So yeah, there you go. I have not blogged and neither has anyone so I thought to just write some rubbish here to entertain people with no life who comes here to read.

I should not emo as I know how precious time and life is but a couple of things I want to say.

First of all to Wan Ting: dear girl, you know you can do better than what you're doing right now. ;)

Next time I want to say is that, thank you to all who made my life so happy during your school holidays. Now that all of you are back in school, I feel kind of lonely but hey, I have the memories to live by and a few of you still talk to me constantly. I guess that is enough for now.

Okay, I am done talking about those couple of things. Let us move on.

So I think I have totally neglected my best friend over this month or so but turned out that I finally got what he meant by me getting a bigger social circle. That my life does not revolve around his. I think I prefer to be alone rather than without him. So, I was reading this article on www.yahoo.com this morning and it states that men and women can be friends, as long as they already have someone in their life, they are really not each other's type and one of them is homosexual. Sadness. Anyway, back to my best friend, this year is our 9th year, we will be celebrating our 10th anniversary next year, I wonder what I should do for him. Side note: he makes very nice life-size sand turtles. I can go on and on about him but really should not bore my audience. Talk about him some other time. :D

There is a reason why I do not like blogs, I cannot freely write what I feel as I do not want to hurt people's feelings or have them avoid me and such. Well, I hope I will have less emo entries from now on but we will see.

Ciao, pimples! See you in my next entry. -bows out-

T.G.I.F!!!!!!!!

2007-04-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

wkend is here! celebrate! hahaha. siao liao lar.
i'm juz trying to liven things up here. where r e rest hur? yuan is joining in soon! = D

this is like sooooooooooooo random. haha.
me and my randomness.
blog ppl, blog!

New butts! clears throat I mean buds!

2007-04-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

Yay! Fleshies! *clears throat* I mean Freshies! *snickers at the number of new butts* I am actually happy to see six new faces. Let me recall.

Yi Jie (i think) - Pipa (my favourite guy for the moment cos he says I am only 21! :D even though he asked me what my real age is and I told him, very much older than he is)

Guan Jie (i think) - Cello (very smiley guy! yay!)

Ke Qi (confirm correct) - Er Hu (very pretty girl!)

Jun Jie (confirm correct) - I have no idea what he plays (i am going to use his name a lot! :D)

Wei Cong (or is it Chong) - no idea what he plays too (the cutest guy so far for this batch! but of course no one can be cuter than *coughsiknowwhocoughs*)

Wen Xin (or is it Xing) - I am sure she plays some instrument (she is from mcm, maybe we can talk about loc vid together!)

All right, I am definitely looking forward to seeing a bigger family.

Kudos to everyone who helped out in any way for CCA Fiesta 2007!

where r e others?

2007-04-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

ferren blog le... where r e others?!?!?!

aniway... had a great monday! = D

tata!

ferr-emo-ionized

2007-04-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's tuesday again.. lookin' forward to CO becoz of my cello and the poeple around. i'm really trying hard to improve the standard of my music making.. tryin' too hard not to create smoke.. hahah

wish i could join you guys for supper after practice every night, build rapport. but i get too tired everytime & i reckon that responsibilities are more impt. i cannot go to work with a sleepy face. but i miss going out with you guys.

luv ya og..

cannnot summarize in words how much joy CO had given to me.. (sobs,)
nber tot of playing a musical instrument. had been dancing all my life.
always tot i will continue dancing. but poeple, (including those who had left our club) changed me.

being with you guys, made me feel yang. goin out with you guys is always heaven coz there isn't a sense of burden overloaded in you all. i supose that's what they mean by youth is one's greatest asset.

thru' you guys, i learnt to love myself, treasure what i have. i have great plans up ahead and CO has always been part of that greater plan. haha..

my heart will always go on...
with NPCO..

Boring sunday...

2007-04-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

being moody... where is everybody aniway?????

and Jushobuya's previous post seems like some award winning speech. -.-"

or it cud oso seem like her last words or something. *choy!*

is e whole world dead aniway?!?!

bleahs.

Emo Session

2007-04-14T09:52:00.000+08:00

All right, not many people come to this blog but whoever comes and reads this will get emotional over what I am about to say. *prepares tissue paper*

(Editor's note: Entertain me and cry, plsthx!)

I have no idea when the holiday started but all I can say is, from the time it started I had a hell of a great time! Not only did I get to know more about someone I wanted to know more about, I got to make new friends and enhanced my knowledge of old ones. It may not seem much to anyone but from the very depths of my heart that is situated in my bosom, I have to thank all of you for a memorable time. When older age comes, I may forget but while it is still fresh in my mind, I would like to thank the following people. It will be long so please bear with me. If not, you may just skip to your name. :D

We will start from the right to the left (except for the first eleven people and the last second one).

全老师, thank you for supporting, guiding, teaching, telling stories and jokes to us. Banzai!

沈老师, thank you for always pointing me in the right direction! Please take time to join our events! Banzai!

师姐, thank you for always having patience and gently pointing out things that I fail to see or learn.

Shuoqian, thank you for letting me see you at least once a year. Study hard!

Meixin, thank you for keeping me company when I am working and out with you. You are precious.

Wan ting, thank you for keeping me in view of myself and more importantly, repeating it till I see your point. In other words, never giving up on me and helping me so much.

Tingzien, thank you for always making me laugh but more importantly for being a frank friend.

Wenxi, thank you for taking the time out to be with us, loving and guiding us.

Yanpo, thank you for being a friend no matter what we have been through.

Peixiang, thank you for bringing such joy to my life, letting me laugh at you all the time. Such a sacrifice! Also for sharing your family with me. Send my love to your family and tortoises.

Junqiang, thank you for being "Agent Smith" and letting me ride on your motorbike!

Yixuan, thank you for making me see the truth. Yang: Are you calling me PHAT?!! Yixuan: Duh!

Huizhen, thank you for being such a great butt!

Xiuting, thank you for letting me know you a little better over these few days. It means a lot to me that you trust and love me that much, I will return the trust and love to you too. Also, you know I am here at your service should you need it.

Xiuxian, thank you for being patient with me as well as lending a helping hand whenever it is needed. *passes you the DVDs to be returned to PUNGGOL PLAZA!!! and flashes a smile of innocence*

Soojing, thank you for all you have done for us and hope you can carry on your hard work.

Liqing, thank you for coming down for the Graduation Camp 2007 even though it was only for a short while.

Jieyin, thank you for helping me set up this blog and being a big girl in almost every sense of that word.

Shuyu, thank you for accompanying me around during open house and hope to have you join us in our events should time permits.

Zhiyan, thank you for being part of the Yang family and well, being so funny and all.

Kaixuan, thank you for always flattering (alas, not flattening) and going that extra step with me. Also, filling my brain with knowledge of sorts.

Kenneth, thank you for spurring me on with your unfailing encouragement. I wish you all the best in your studies when you finish serving time for our country.

Tingyao, thank you for your ideas and views but please take care of yourself, you look far too pale and slim now.

Ruixiang, thank you for taking time to spend time with us. Hope to see you more often in practise.

Ivan, thank you for being such a lovable kid. I cannot seem to stay angry with you for more than one day.

Shengxuan, thank you for being from someone I really detested to someone I really care for. You have done more than you accredit yourself for.

Zhizhong, thank you for always playing beautiful tunes on the piano and being a reliable dude.

Junyuan, thank you for that big smile and heart. Like I said the other day, I am honoured to have known you. You are incredible!

Liyan, thank you for taking time and effort to be a part of our family and opening up to us. Great job with the scores and other things we have asked for help for.

Yihui, thank you for always taking part in our events even in your busy schedule and that means a lot to us.

Wanhua, thank you for teaching me er hu whenever and that smile of yours is just so radiant.

Yihong, thank you for joining in our events when you can, making me laugh to no ends with your "一剑见血" remarks.

Huiyin, thank you for introducing "花样少年少女" to me, I absolutely adore the show and its music. Also, for making me laugh and taking care of me. *feels some sort of maternal love from you*

Tianci, thank you for being a great dude to hang out with and taking care of my kids.

Jianzhou, thank you for being the perfect one and our newly-appointed president. Do not carry the world on your shoulders when you can get others (especially me) to help carry it with you. *glances furtively around and whispers* I have a lot more to say but I think it is better I write you a letter of it. :D

All right, I know I have left out at least two current members and numerous graduates but that does not mean I have forgotten about them but I just thought I will mention those who are almost always around.

I really thank each and everyone in Ngee Ann Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra for everything. From the very first day till now, NPCO has been a great source of laughter and tears but come what may, it will be most important to me. I love you all and hope to carry on its legacy of music and being a family, batch after batch.

-ends emo session-

freaking emo....

2007-04-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

all thanks to jushobuya... *glares at jushobuya*

asteroids!!!

BAH!!!!!!!!

grrgrr

*pulls hair*

*bites Jushobuya*

Weather Report

2007-04-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

Good evening to you. Today's weather report.

*points to the west of the map of Singapore* On the west side of Singapore, it is reported that there are dark clouds looming over the sky and with tendency of rain and thunder approaching.

*points to the south of the map of Singapore* In town today we have a lot of moonshine.

*points to the east of the map of Singapore* In the northeast side, it will be a clear and starry night.

*points to the north of the map of Singapore* Mostly, there is just a clear night.

(Go figure what all those mean if you are that bored)

Life Skills I

2007-04-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

All right, I think I teased someone too much. *pouts* I mean no harm but I think harm was done. *goes off to emo* Anyway, bottomline being this: do not push your luck.

-end of life skills i-

I'm bored....

2007-04-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

wif nobody else to entertain me except for Jushobuya.
my pasta cooking yesterdae went uber well!!! i am a happy gurl. shall cook again soon... hahaha. for FA. lol.
he saes he wanna haf a taste of it. lol.

p/s: Jushobuya, dun u DARE comment abt this! i noe wat u're thinking.

- sign out -

女人的心声

2007-04-12T10:22:00.000+08:00

Xiu Ting and I went to Kinokuniya at Bugis and well, we saw this book that all males should get it and it is only at S$10.40 (w/GST)!

Recommended book of the day: "What Men Know about Women"

I assure all females out there already know the answer and all males out there are dying to know if they right about what they know about women. All right, that is about it for now.

P.S.: I still do not really know how to blog so give me some time. If you do feel bored, come back way later to see if I have improved. *cheers*

Thought of the day: Better yet, do not come back so I can start blogging how I really feel about YOU! -inserts evul laughter-

Stupid Jushobuya....

2007-04-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

where is everyone hur? Jiunnyuan bluff me sae he will come and blog! i shall see laters.
yang is uber bored. hahahaha. i can tell.

- sign out -

Yours & Mine

2007-04-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

It seems like this blog belongs to Jie Yin and me. At first it seemed a little boring but come to think of it, it is pretty cool. First shared blog in the whole blog universe!

-toddles off to some other place-

Evil plot of Jushobuya

2007-04-11T11:49:00.001+08:00

she's plotting to bore this place so dat we will all leave here!!! it's okay. i will sit here and refuse to budge. wahahahaha.
lame 到要死 leh. heh.

Forever Boring

2007-04-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

I knew this blog would be a flop because I am boring. After everyone stops coming here, I will start writing stuff. Meanwhile, I am going to bore all of you.

Joke of the day:

Yang: Knock Knock
Zhi Zhong: Who's there? -prays for a cute girl-
Yang: Wall
Zhi Zhong: Wall who?
Yang: Walnut lah! Who you expecting? 我的美人ah? Crrrrrrrrrrrazy!
Zhi Zhong: (-.-)"

Word of the day:

Perfect

Quote of the day:

"To sleep or not to sleep?" - Wang Xiu Xian

That's all, folks!

Boring day....

2007-04-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

wif nobody to entertain me... except for Jushobuya!!! hahahaha.

ppl... approve and blog leh!

My First Entry

2007-04-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

Wah! My very first blog entry!

Erm...okay, be nice to the cutest one! *points at self*

-turns into an onigiri and rolls out-

e birth of yang's blog....

2007-04-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

born on 10th April 2007 at 12 noon!!! hahaha.

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E2MAX!!!

bleahs....

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T.G.I.F!!!!!!!!

New butts! *clears throat* I mean buds!

where r e others?

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Emo Session

freaking emo....

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女人的心声

Stupid Jushobuya....

Yours & Mine

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Forever Boring

Boring day....

My First Entry

e birth of yang's blog....

New butts! clears throat I mean buds!