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Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Down and Out
Okay, I am conscious right now. So before I go out like a candlelight in a great storm, I shall share something.
I went to work but I was down with flu and headache. So I took leave and went to watch the last screening of "Meet the Robinsons" at Bishan Golden Village with KTP (who looked simply too cute and maybe it is because I have not seen him for the longest time or maybe he is still the cutest one after all?-shrugs-). Anyway, the main thing is not about KTP, it is about the film. Whenever I am sick I tend to be more vulnerable and my emotions were definitely amplified so when and after watching the film, I was washing my face with salt water.
"Meet the Robinsons" is a film about an orphan and how he eventually gained a family. -sighs- Made me think of my family. I think closer ones would know about my nucleus family situation. For those of you who do not know, there is nothing much to know about so do not worry that you are missing out on anything.
I guess why I have stayed in NPCO for so long because I have substituted my nucleus family with NPCO. So yeah, probably would not quit until I die or circumstances force me so. One day, NPCO will be history too, then where will I turn to for family? Yes, I have relatives and they love me dearly but hey, at the end of the day, they have their own families to attend to. Also, I have been putting myself up for adoption for like the longest time yet, no one seems to want to adopt me. :S
For those of you who are religious and tell me that there is always God. I can only tell you one thing, I am still a weak human who needs something more tangible. I know it sounds blasphemous but it is really tough to stand alone most of the time.
It is strange how I have to worry about my nucleus family members because I know what they are going through and keep trying to solve their problems even though they do not know I am doing so. Sometimes I wonder if they know what kind of turmoil I am going through or what they are putting me through. One day, if I quit my nucleus family, it is because I have finally given up on trying to carry on this one-sided love affair with them.
All right, I feel much better being able to type this all out. If you loved my sob story, please stay or come back to NPCO as often as you can. (This emotional story is actually an advertisement gimmick for NPCO.) For those of you out there that thinks this is a cry for attention, please do not bother yourself with it because it is not unless you can adopt me or know some family who will. :D I have my room, my best friend (for now) and my Animax so I am good for now, mostly.
Right then, one long entry here. Thank you for being such a great audience once again. I bid you adieu and bonsoir. My eyeballs are burning (but I do not think it is fever) so I think I will just poof out now.
Ciao, pimples!
posted by Yang @ 10:57 PM
